A trip to SOUTH KOREA ; SEOUL ♥
Hazelnut contact lens.
Study/migrate to SEOUL ♥
Speak fluent Hangul ♥
Better results esp Math. New handphone ; N97 mini.
Saturday, July 18, 2009, @ 7:22 PM
Current Mood : Song : S.O.S - Jonas Brothers
Hellos world, people, whore, gays, mofos & etc.
Today's brother's birthday, yay! *cheers* {sarcasm}
So okays whatever, happy 16th birthday. Hope your wishes come true.
Sorry, I've got no mood to wish anyone a great birthday right now.
All I wanna do is just scream at the top of my lungs until I lost my precious voice. I'm paranoid/distrustful since morning till' now.
&& sorry if I scold anyone without any valid reasons alrights it's due to the fact that I've lost my mood from whatever that's causing it.
I don't feel like doing anything due to my fvcked up mood.
Not even my homeworks nor house chores.
I just wanna lock myself in a room then sit one corner & stare at those 4 walls surrounding me. & cry my heart out to vent out my anger until I'm satisfied.
I often find myself being quiet & being upset at something but I don't know why. I can't even concentrate on my studies.
Sometimes when I gaze up in the sky, I find it soothing & it cleared my mind off of things for the meanwhile. I don't know who to turn to & who to share my sorrows with. It's ohh-so complicated. I don't even know what my problems are. I'm not normal nowadays. Frankly, I don't feel normal alrights ?
I often put myself in situations that I don't wish to be involved in.
It's like DeJa Vu all over again! && I don't even have the appetite to eat anything eventhough mummy cook my favourite dish.
Yeahh I know I'm being pathetic today {obviously}
I'm guessing that I'll be nominated for being the best "nitwitt" & win an Oscar for it instead of being the best "dramatic-girl" in school.
& yeah, my instincts are telling me that I'm a BIG FOOL out of everyone.
Yay how great is that ? So I'm basically talking rubbish here, who cares ?
As silly as it sounds, I'm a total air-head, get it ? No ? That's your problem.
Okays, I'll stop here. My mood's getting worst off by each seconds.
