A trip to SOUTH KOREA ; SEOUL ♥
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Study/migrate to SEOUL ♥
Speak fluent Hangul ♥
Better results esp Math. New handphone ; N97 mini.
Monday, May 12, 2008, @ 8:24 PM
12 May ; Monday
School wasn't fun. As I qot no mood. I gave everyone a fake smile except Umairah & Eileen. I tried to help but whatever I do seems to make the situation worst. Had a biq arquement with Ramizah. It's just between me, Umairah & her but why is Afifah involve ? Isn't she's the extra one here ? I'm just tellinq what there is to tell to Umairah. She has the riqhts to know everythinq that they qossip about her. Ramizah shouted out these few words, "I HATE UMAIRAH!" I was in a state of shock. Then she said this infront of my face ;; "Roszima, I don't like you because you stole my Raden away from me!" Since when did she stead with Raden ? && She even said that she's jealous of me ? Oh please! It's like a childish qame. I don't have time for qames riqht now. If she wants to judqe me, then go on. I don't mind.... Make sure that your hands are clean before you pin-point others. Whatever she wants to say about me, I don't care. But whatever she said to me will reflect back to her life. Better bear that in mind... I tried to call her & just with these few words, I burst out into tears. As I can't take it anymore. I now don't know who to share my sorrows with. I don't even know who to turn to for advices as I'm lost in my own world. I don't want to loose everythinq that I've qain. I feel like I'm unwanted by everyone. Ohh, how I wish that I could turn back time. Every steps that I took reminds me of the past. I don't wish this to happen. Hate me for all you want but remember, I'm still here. Eventhough you would hit me with a stick, I would endure whatever pain. I just don't know who to turn to for help anymore. I'm just so confused... Till' here then. Bye.
