A trip to SOUTH KOREA ; SEOUL ♥
Hazelnut contact lens.
Study/migrate to SEOUL ♥
Speak fluent Hangul ♥
Better results esp Math. New handphone ; N97 mini.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008, @ 5:32 PM
16 April ; Wednesday
School was awful! Everything turn out fine until "Syafiqah", my so called "bestfriend" just ask me the stupid-iest question! I kept that secret because I've promised you guys before! && Yeah I didn't told you earlier because I know you would be angry at me! I kept those secrets away because I don't want to break my promise. I guess, now you know everything. Apparently, some people aren't meant to be trusted! I lied to you guys because I know that I'm gonna be in hot soup. I tried to deny but I failed. You now know the truth. Now that you know, are you satisfied ?! I'm deserve to be called a "liar". Because I lied many times! I just simply can't keep my promise to you guys! I'm sorry! I lied because I care for you guys feelings! && You might think I'm self-centered, but I'm not! You might think I don't care for you guys but you are wrong! You might judge me by my appearance but you can't judge me what's inside of me. I'm always me. I'm sorry if I had to lie. I know it's the wrong thing to do but I have to do it. I know if I lie, I would be in deep trouble. && Are you pissed off by me Syafiqah ?! But if I tell you the truth, you would be mad too. So there's no point of me keeping secrets away from you guys. I might as well tell everyone! I kept the secrets because I don't want people to know. I don't want people to know these stuffs. It's personal! && Yeah! I called you a backstabber because now that you know the truth, you told it to Ramizah! && Now, I don't even want to trust you anymore! I gave you my trust but what I got in return are "make-up stories". So now, you can just stay away from me. I'm not fit to be called a "friend". Because whatever I do, turn out wrong! && Please, I don't beg on my knees for your forgiveness okays!
