A trip to SOUTH KOREA ; SEOUL ♥
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Study/migrate to SEOUL ♥
Speak fluent Hangul ♥
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Saturday, March 29, 2008, @ 5:41 AM
28 March ; Friday
Went to school. Waited for Syafiqah & Ben. Ben was waiting under 617's block while me & my friends went off for school first. Ben took another bus. I didn't talk to neither of my friends. I was damn quiet in school. Reach school & everyone kept asking me why I'm so sad & so quiet. Usually I'm LOUD. But now in class, I was DAMN quiet. Until my friends ask me why I'm DAMN quiet. Ben don't seem to notice that I'm quiet. Until at the science lab he message me & he notice that I'm quiet in class. He even said that why am I so sad & quiet in class just now. I said that noone to talk to so I kept my mouth SHUT. He seems to be avoiding me. In science lab, Ben asked Junjie to see what I wrote in my book. Then when Junjie came, I quickly hide my book. Ben wanted to know whether am I writing about him or not. But I won't be telling to anyone about this. Only Fiqah & me knows about it. Fiqah said that Ben is like avoiding me. Afifah also said the same. I just look at them & said "Yeah, I know..." I have no mood to talk to neither of my friends. I've changed into the "quietest girl in the class" These days, my mood swings. Went home. In the bus, I saw, Ben and his friends at the busstop. I was looking at him from the window. Not sure whether he saw me or not. Maybe he's going to Sunplaza with his friends. I sat beside Umairah. I was day dreaming in the bus until my friends snap a finger at me. I was like "What...?" Ramizah said "Thinking about Ben arh ?" I look at her & just nodded (don't know how to spell). Why am I like this ? I've never been this quiet before. Umairah look at me as if I wanted to cry. My friends was like, "Don't cry arhh Roszima" Then I giggled and my eyes are watery. I tried to control my tears from falling. I wiped away my tears. Reach home I cry. Don't know why I cry. No reason. Umairah called me & said, "Roszima, you okay not ? You're crying is it ?" I just kept quiet for a moment. Me myself also don't know why I'm so emotional these days. Have I changed ? Why am I so quiet all of a sudden ? Was is because of Ben that I'm quiet ? All these questions have been haunting in my mind. I tried to figure out. But since the day he didn't message me, he kept avoiding me in school even in class. I worried about Ben. Ahhs...Alrights, My story ends here. Toodles... Buaiis... Iloveyouhunn'
